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rockets [Jun. 26th, 2005|02:51 pm]
[Current Mood |distresseddon't wanna go to work]
[Current Music |in my head]

at the moment i have a t-shirt that has a rocket with a moon and stars on it, it looks like something that a 12 year old created. (i feel like an anteater) George W. wants you to feel like it's one on one rather than a president speaking to a nation. that is random, it's also random when you say something that the person next to you in thinking, yeah, i'm in love and very happy with that.
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funny how things work out [May. 19th, 2005|05:16 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |in my head]

talk about receiving the unexpected, today i received a beautiful bouquet of flowers from the last person i would ever expect to send me flowers, and at the very least to even have the decency to give me the time of day,...the flowers are BEA-utiful and completely out of the blue. sort of like something that happened yesterday, talking to someone that you literally havn't spoken to in a decade +1

"it tastes like melted coconuts" not to mention i suppose...fuckin A.
i slept from 10 to 3:03 and prior to that i hadn't slept for 25 hours, i reached the point of complete tiredness to awakeness.

today is the 19th and that means from this day on, someone stops doing something that they enjoy just for the fact that i dislike it, that shows that the person really cares if they are willing to give up something that they like for me. and that means more to me than i can express with words on paper.
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True Blue [May. 16th, 2005|02:24 pm]
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[Current Music |First day of my life]

i just wrote down the lyrics to the song called "True Blue" is quite good. today one of my teachers let me borrow a concert on dvd that she had. i have 37 minutes left of high school, that is weird to know i won't have to come back to this place ever again for class. this morning i was talking to a girl that i've known for quite a few years, she was really upset about being through with high school and then she said that she was scared to grow up, i told her she should be excited, i mean seriously, within the next few years i could finish college, get married heck have a kid, the options are endless if i really wanted to i could live in europe for a while. i love my flowers that i recieved this weekend thank you!!!!!

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ooops [May. 10th, 2005|11:42 am]
[Current Mood |restlessrestless]
[Current Music |you wouldn't like me]

geees, for the first time in my life i deliberately said something to insult a person today in class...but i don't feel bad for it, i wonder if i should??
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lets play a game! [May. 9th, 2005|01:40 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |i will always love]

that thing you do~kneeling on my sofa
wonderful tonight~prom~brandon

i need to see "The Bodyguard"
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Symptom Finger [May. 9th, 2005|09:50 am]
[Current Mood |pleasedwith my]
[Current Music |faint]

Symptom Finger...great song, floor talk can be quite amusing. i could be standing sitting aimlessly wondering what to think and then there you are. my heart beats fast, faster as you come close. eyes meet, lips interlocked for the next passing moments a feeling of connectedness, when we break away i smile and sigh and reflect on what just took place, anticipation of what happens next follows next. "At home i sit on a wet sofa, and ponder the nature of my existence." being in the rain creates such wonderful memories for me to keep.
these are the most comfortable shoes i have ever had my feet in.
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vitamin C [May. 6th, 2005|10:07 am]
[Current Mood |aware]

at school today this is the last "C" day i will ever have, i also found out that one of my teachers that i have had all four years is leaving, like he said "well stephanie were both leaving" that makes me sad. Bradley Hathaway is a poet. i say my friend yesterday and it made me cry, for the first time instead of my friend leaving i am the one leaving. this is sad...

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1.1 billion smokers; 6 trillion cigarettes per year [May. 5th, 2005|09:18 am]
[Current Mood |shockedshocked]

unlike yesterday (getting enough sleep) this morning i woke up tired. i must say that in the morning i never want to get out of bed, as well as i am lazy first thing in the morning. i find myself stumbling to the shower standing there with my eyes closed wishing i could go back to sleep. a binge drinker may: act noisy or quiet, drink alone or with others, or may not act intoxicated, think that if they throw up they will be okay or can drink more, choke on their own vomit, or die.

How Marijuana is used;
joint: crushed leaves and buds of marijuana placed in rolling papers and rolled to resemble a cigarette.
pipe:smoked when marijuana leaves and buds are placed in a bowl.
bong: a water pipe that is larger in size and produces a more intense high
blunt: hollowed out cigar filled with marijuana and smoked, allowing the user to smoke in public.
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posed to death [May. 4th, 2005|10:55 am]
[Current Mood |lovedloved]
[Current Music |the faint]

i tried to start reading "A Clockwork Orange" by Anthony Burgess. i find it peculiar that he in a sense has his own vocabulary. right now i am listening to the faint (wow, what a memory of that music ;O )......last night was such a great night i also woke up feeling like i had a sufficient amount of sleep which hasn't happened for a while.
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12:56 [May. 3rd, 2005|12:56 pm]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |mokingbirds]

i must say that i am in a much better mood now, earlier today i was doing ok,(better than yeasterday) but nevertheless i'm smiling now :) it might be because right now i'm listening to a song i really enjoy. about an hour ago someone said something to me that upset me, but i thought to myself "stephanie don't let it \bother you, you let too many things bother you" so i decided to just blow it off. and now i'm happy (hopefully it will say that way.................i reqally would like a brown leather journal so i can put down all my thoughts that i don[t tell anyone

i also want the low millions ced, that is one of those cd's that i have wanted but have failed to get it yet.

maybe one day i'll go get it. :)
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